“Now his older son was in the field, and when he came and approached the house, he heard music and dancing. And he summoned one of the servants and began inquiring what these things could be. And he said to him, ‘Your brother has come, and your father has slaughtered the fattened calf because he has received him back safe and sound.’ But he became angry and was not willing to go in; and his father came out and began pleading with him. But he answered and said to his father, ‘Look! For so many years I have been serving you and I have never neglected a command of yours; and yet you never gave me a young goat, so that I might celebrate with my friends; but when this son of yours came, who has devoured your wealth with prostitutes, you slaughtered the fattened calf for him.’ And he said to him, ‘Son, you have always been with me, and all that is mine is yours. But we had to celebrate and rejoice, because this brother of yours was dead and has begun to live, and was lost and has been found.’”
You are one step away from being held firmly in your Saviors arms. Beit that you haven't yet come to Him for salvation yet or have but left for a time. He's waiting in anticipation looking for that moment that you call out to Him.
It matters not what condition your life is in. He doesn't care about that. He cares not that you might have done some great sins. He's ready to forgive and to restore a right relationship with you. He's ready to address your pains and doubts and fears. He's got the answers to your life's questions. More than you ever thought possible.